They're coming. Ignite the tractor beams!

[lllookalive]

...I keep waiting for the world to end. Annnnny day now. No way is SCAD going to let me out of here unscathed. Or maybe they are, and most of the scathing happens one's first year or so at this place. sake_butterfly is learning this, I think. *pets*
Maybe it's all being saved up for next quarter. Maybe my apartment situation will fail. Maybe I'll get hit by a car on my bike.

MAYBE I SHOULD STOP CATASTROPHISING!

Maybe I should do my work instead of catastrophising so I pass my classes and don't sabotage myself out of graduating...

If I wrote a list of everything I am currently worried about, ...I don't know what would happen, but it would be big.
I'm really excited at the same time, though. My mummy comes in on the 31st sometime in the afternoon so I can see her after finals and get stuff packed and all that. I get to move into my summer apartment which is adorable. One word: VACATION!!!! Finally getting out of this hellhole and going up North where people are as snarky and neurotic as I am. I have my new laptop, I named her Kamaboko and she's SO CUTE. She and Envy get along very well. I'll have pictures of her up asap.
Finals are proving to be really manageable. After I write this, I'll knock out some page layouts to present in Bob's class tonight. I also made sushi.
Oh! And because I am loved by the sweetest girl ever, I get a surprise present on Friday! I feel like such a dork, I'm in all kinds of suspense. ♥

So somewhere between the anxiety and the panic attacks, things are really good.

Comments

[shingo-the-pest.livejournal.com]

Happy new house warming! The summer will be great, and a NEW LAPTOP?? *whistles* Lucky!!

[look-alive.livejournal.com]

Yeah, she's my new baby. Basically I just got her to supplement my desktop so I can travel and stuff and still stay connected. I hope this summer will be good! Are you gonna be down here?

[shingo-the-pest.livejournal.com]

Noooo, I'm going back to Omaha. I've got a job there, and I'm taking two classes, one SCAD online, the other at the community college.

I'd love to buy a computer. I'd get a laptop too, since they're great for moving a lot.

[look-alive.livejournal.com]

You still don't have a computer? How the heck are you online, then? Monty lab or some such? And you're lucky you have work. I NEED ZE MONIES.

[shingo-the-pest.livejournal.com]

Well, I have work 98%. I mean, I worked there twice before, if they don't take me back I'll cry.

It ain't career work. Just summer job and all.

Yup, I'm at Monty. Been here almost all day...