Hachachacha
May. 23rd, 2006 04:26 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lllookaliveYaaaay today is the last day of the film shoot. I think. I hope.
I can't remember if I said anything about it before... Me and Alan are the leads in Andrea's Cinematography for VisFX final. It's fun~ It's a music video to Goo Goo Doll's "Iris" which is suuuch a prettysadtragicomg song. It's all angsty. And I think I'm supposed to be dead. I'm just happy because I get to wear a pretty dress (I bought one just for the occasion and it's the comfiest thing I own now. All slinky and swooshy and black and soft and strapless.) and run around pretending I'm a snobby actress because it's fun like that, duh. Hehehe~ I haven't actually acted in ages, and this is for film, so I haven't done anything like that since ninth grade, when I shouldn't have even been allowed on camera. UGH could someone burn all copies of Shadow Man, please? Or maybe just photo-edit me out? Christine: She who dies, followed by the survivors playing video games. I really really hate highschool boys. *sigh* Anyway, I haven't seen any footage yet (by choice. I have enough nightmares as it is, thank you finals), and I realllly hope it's better than that. I feel so goofy being all emotional and screaming/crying in the middle of Forsythe park in broad, sunny, cheery Spring morning daylight. While seven people I hang out with on a reglar basis all stand around staring. *cringe* I don't ever wanna see that footage. Andrea says I'm really good, but I think that's just because she's never directed before and is in awe of my actually taking directions. Good thing is, I finished Buffy Season 3 with Joe before he left, and we've been rewatching a lot, so I've been channeling the angstfest that is the whole Buffy/Angel thing and I think it's been working alright.
I feel so infinitely dorky.
And...
I have three pages pencilled. WOOHA! Then again, I follow the Bill Watterson school of pencilling which is to say, "Ok... a few lines here, a few lines there... that kinda looks like a... treerockperson. Great. I'll deal when I ink it." Inking is way more fun, anyway. And it doesn't help that I'm somehow channeling my inner perfectionist in the middle of my massive slump in creativity, because I think I've already redone 2/3 of the first page about four times, and the second page is fast catching up. On the up-side, they're looking pretty good, and I think me and Griggs are gonna lassoo us a ride on Monday night and get them all printed, provided we finish over the weekend.
Final rant:
I HATE MATH OMG I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT. That stupid friggen class is gonna drag my shiny, happy 4.0 down. I'm gonna get a B no matter what I do. DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM. And I know I sound like a total primadona, but DEAL. I haven't ever held a gpa like this before in my life, and it feels GOOD. Not to mention, I have to apply to grad school in the fall. Tefuckingriffic. I'm excited, but I'm also really apprehensive.
A bit of irony for the![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
omg_alchemist crowd...
I think I have a job this summer. I just gotta apply, but it was offered. I could be a secretary for this place my mom takes some cases out of back home. I'm not exactly clear on logistics. Anyway, I'd be the general office-monkey and I find that a bit amusing. But I see it as way better than hauling around 2x4's, working a cash register, or getting hit on by dirty, sweaty, spermy bikers. Bleah.
I can't remember if I said anything about it before... Me and Alan are the leads in Andrea's Cinematography for VisFX final. It's fun~ It's a music video to Goo Goo Doll's "Iris" which is suuuch a prettysadtragicomg song. It's all angsty. And I think I'm supposed to be dead. I'm just happy because I get to wear a pretty dress (I bought one just for the occasion and it's the comfiest thing I own now. All slinky and swooshy and black and soft and strapless.) and run around pretending I'm a snobby actress because it's fun like that, duh. Hehehe~ I haven't actually acted in ages, and this is for film, so I haven't done anything like that since ninth grade, when I shouldn't have even been allowed on camera. UGH could someone burn all copies of Shadow Man, please? Or maybe just photo-edit me out? Christine: She who dies, followed by the survivors playing video games. I really really hate highschool boys. *sigh* Anyway, I haven't seen any footage yet (by choice. I have enough nightmares as it is, thank you finals), and I realllly hope it's better than that. I feel so goofy being all emotional and screaming/crying in the middle of Forsythe park in broad, sunny, cheery Spring morning daylight. While seven people I hang out with on a reglar basis all stand around staring. *cringe* I don't ever wanna see that footage. Andrea says I'm really good, but I think that's just because she's never directed before and is in awe of my actually taking directions. Good thing is, I finished Buffy Season 3 with Joe before he left, and we've been rewatching a lot, so I've been channeling the angstfest that is the whole Buffy/Angel thing and I think it's been working alright.
I feel so infinitely dorky.
And...
I have three pages pencilled. WOOHA! Then again, I follow the Bill Watterson school of pencilling which is to say, "Ok... a few lines here, a few lines there... that kinda looks like a... treerockperson. Great. I'll deal when I ink it." Inking is way more fun, anyway. And it doesn't help that I'm somehow channeling my inner perfectionist in the middle of my massive slump in creativity, because I think I've already redone 2/3 of the first page about four times, and the second page is fast catching up. On the up-side, they're looking pretty good, and I think me and Griggs are gonna lassoo us a ride on Monday night and get them all printed, provided we finish over the weekend.
Final rant:
I HATE MATH OMG I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT. That stupid friggen class is gonna drag my shiny, happy 4.0 down. I'm gonna get a B no matter what I do. DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM. And I know I sound like a total primadona, but DEAL. I haven't ever held a gpa like this before in my life, and it feels GOOD. Not to mention, I have to apply to grad school in the fall. Tefuckingriffic. I'm excited, but I'm also really apprehensive.
A bit of irony for the
omg_alchemist crowd...I think I have a job this summer. I just gotta apply, but it was offered. I could be a secretary for this place my mom takes some cases out of back home. I'm not exactly clear on logistics. Anyway, I'd be the general office-monkey and I find that a bit amusing. But I see it as way better than hauling around 2x4's, working a cash register, or getting hit on by dirty, sweaty, spermy bikers. Bleah.
