I am emo. Hear me whine
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lllookaliveA Great Funk decendeth. And it has nothing to do with the Deathcurry.
I woke up and was fine for about half an hour before i just felt like yuck. I've had the overwhelming desire to listen to angry emo/screamo all day and glare at everyone. So I guess I haven't quite kicked adolescence. Good to know... I guess. I'm just angry that I dont have my A.F.I. CD. And I would friggen kill for Matthew Goodband right about now but NOOOO my cd disappeared last spring. *SOB* If anyone knows a good place to find it, I fiiinnally have Bittorrent.
Its so lame, too. Nothing bad's happened. If anything, things've been better. Me and Joe had a great six-month 1/2 anniversary. It was sort of a big deal for me, since I haven't ever had a real relationship with a shelf-life of more than two or three max. SixFlags was fun; YAY ROLLERCOASTERS!! I had really really terrible cramps almost the whole time, though, so I felt sooo bad because he spent all the time and effort and money to get me there and half the time I was almost crying it hurt so bad. But I had fun anyway. Screw you, body.
I made home-made ravioli last night. The pasta dough is a demon and sticks to everything. Was really good, tho. We walked down River Street after. And Joe, I know you're reading this, but I dont care: Wow, I'm really sick of romance right now. I need a closer friend around here that I can glom onto when I'm upset. The problem is, I *am* that friend to all my friends, so its hard sometimes. A boyfriend just isn't enough. Neither is two. LYNNSIE OR MARIEL GET BACK HERE, DAMMIT!!
...I hate feeling lonely.
I know I'm whining and I shouldn't be. Everything is basically fine, life-wise, but sometimes things get... Stuck-feeling.
OHFUCKINGWELL
If you're anti-social and you know it, clap your hands.
This is so my own damn fault.
I woke up and was fine for about half an hour before i just felt like yuck. I've had the overwhelming desire to listen to angry emo/screamo all day and glare at everyone. So I guess I haven't quite kicked adolescence. Good to know... I guess. I'm just angry that I dont have my A.F.I. CD. And I would friggen kill for Matthew Goodband right about now but NOOOO my cd disappeared last spring. *SOB* If anyone knows a good place to find it, I fiiinnally have Bittorrent.
Its so lame, too. Nothing bad's happened. If anything, things've been better. Me and Joe had a great six-month 1/2 anniversary. It was sort of a big deal for me, since I haven't ever had a real relationship with a shelf-life of more than two or three max. SixFlags was fun; YAY ROLLERCOASTERS!! I had really really terrible cramps almost the whole time, though, so I felt sooo bad because he spent all the time and effort and money to get me there and half the time I was almost crying it hurt so bad. But I had fun anyway. Screw you, body.
I made home-made ravioli last night. The pasta dough is a demon and sticks to everything. Was really good, tho. We walked down River Street after. And Joe, I know you're reading this, but I dont care: Wow, I'm really sick of romance right now. I need a closer friend around here that I can glom onto when I'm upset. The problem is, I *am* that friend to all my friends, so its hard sometimes. A boyfriend just isn't enough. Neither is two. LYNNSIE OR MARIEL GET BACK HERE, DAMMIT!!
...I hate feeling lonely.
I know I'm whining and I shouldn't be. Everything is basically fine, life-wise, but sometimes things get... Stuck-feeling.
OHFUCKINGWELL
If you're anti-social and you know it, clap your hands.
This is so my own damn fault.
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